OK, the panic has set in. We have 33 days to pack, move across the country, find a new place to live with two cats and a dog, find new jobs - basically start entirely new lives. I know it is what we want, but now it is real and I am having panic attacks day and night. I don't know how I am going to pull it all off in such a short period of time. I am worried about everything. I am stress eating like a wild boar, then getting so sick I throw up half of everything I eat. I will either end up a whale or anorexic. I am shooting for the later.
