This is me at 40! Can you believe it? I am actually ok with it. The only thing that really bothers me about this picture is no matter how much weight I lose, I still have giant hips. (Thanks Zisser genes.) That and I just don't think I should be this old. I am not put together enough, polished enough to be 40. I feel like I should have paid attention more, taken notes, applied myself more. I still feel like a goof, like I have so much time ahead of me, but I don't. I'm like half dead, sort of. I should be a grown up by now, but I don't feel like one yet.
